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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

hello im very tempted to blog now that i've changed my blogskin. kind of weird lol eh oh today's FRIDAY. guess the people working must be elated and relieved or what not i remember looking forward to fridays when i was still at Aviva. now doesnt make any difference though, haha.

uh i updated the links over at the left side of the page, wanted to copy and paste from my original html template over but realised so many of those links are super outdated already. some from maybe sec 1?? ancient, but those put up are those which should be alright :)

going over to helen's later to movie/show/episode marathon then sleeping over welll haven gone her house for quite a long time. i rmb in like sec 4 we always end up talking and talking into the night till like 4am but now we go there to watch show and sleep HAHAH we talk still! but a bit less. maybe we already know one another inside out already lol. but it'll always be fun, so kinda looking forward to it. oh im meeting huitian earlier to discuss and hopefully decide on the hotels we're gonna stay at in hongkong!! i'm really excited about hk hahaha.

yesterday night was kinda a bad night. was over at the dentist's, and it was spent (for me) feeling awkward, out of place and redundant, stupid and retarded. so it was quite a horrible night. i felt the feeling the need-to-make-small-talk-to-be-friendly kinda thing yesterday, i think i dont have the energy anymore i dont really wanna make new friends. now, i have friends who know me for YEARS and thats really nice, never need to get stressed up about explaining.

its really disturbing when you ask someone something and they just ignore you, like you're transparent, then you end up like waiting for a reply that never comes. then you see a fellow person being super close to the people you were waiting a reply from, and they all act like besties and tada, you feel like they're all ignoring you like you're watching a show just that it feels one gazillion times worse than watching a show. i mean, shows arent even bad. ah maybe im too passive, i should like be more pro-active and be enthusiastic and act stupid and funny to talk to them to make them talk to me! but hey i dont like to do that. especially when i feel that we're all totally on different frequencies. okay dont know what im saying its all confusing and im confusing myself but conclusion: yesterday was HORRIBLE, many thanks to wanteng for listening to me rant and whine about the whole episode xoxo thank God for the friends i have in my life right now